Dear all,
Eliza had a pediatrician visit yesterday. Her growth
is good: her length is starting to catch up, and her
weight gain, as many of you observed in that bath
picture, is very good; in fact, she's become a bit
chubby, a nice change for her! We're still working to
try to get her off the oxygen completely, which means
adjusting her meds a bit to see if she can be a little
more awake and still calm and manageable. Only time
will tell.
The question the neurologist wasn't willing/able to
discuss last week, our beloved pediatrician was; that
is, based on her most recent CT scan, is Eliza's brain
continuing to deteriorate? The answer appears to be
yes. Certainly, her brain looks much better on this
most recent scan than it did on the one just before
her shunt was placed, but compared to the MRI she had
several months ago now, this CT scan shows that the
atrophy has continued. This is not a surprise, though
admittedly a disappointment, as we all had hoped that
maybe the atrophy wasn't as bad as it had seemed,
maybe it had stopped, maybe having the shunt placed
and the severe hydrocephalus corrected would make a
dramatic difference. Instead, unfortunately, things
appear to be progressing as the doctors had predicted.
Scripture instructs us not to be "conformed" to the
pattern of this world, but to be "transformed" by the
renewing of our minds. If we were conformed in our
thinking to the pattern of this world, if our hopes
and thoughts did not extent beyond what we see and
touch here and now, we would live in despair. In
Christ, however, our thinking is transformed and we
live in hope. Eliza is not a terminally ill tragedy;
she is a beautiful and eternal person. As yet, we
have had only glimpses of God's purpose in Eliza's
life. We may never know His purpose in full; we will
content ourselves in knowing it is good.
Love,
us
